one more time.
Lesson learnt. When you don’t bother, i won’t either. Why should i?
Well, let you on something. When I start to not care, i’ll really dont care. You wouldnt wanna get there.
Get that in your head. Thank you.
Love, Jannah.
This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.
I know I haven’t been sleeping, and when I do I just dream of you.
EGO.
No one’s perfect. Not me, not anybody. And ego is not the way. But sometimes i wonder why must i stoop so low in order to make ppl happy when i know they are just going to turn around and forget about it. My sincerity becomes regret. And whose fault is that? Me or them? Me or you?
But then again, sorry seems to be the hardest word. And for some, not only is it hard to apologise but also to forgive. Think about it, your worst enemy is your ego. its either u strip it down or pull it up. Either way, its the same. Like i say, no one’s perfect. Never will there be one. I won’t expect much. But, we’ll see.
Lots of love from a very pissed off girl,
JANNAH.
p.s: Damn PMS.
p.p.s: I love you, Mohd Adham.
p.p.p.s: Just in case, I’m sorry.
Everyone underestimates their own life. Funny thing is, in the end, all our stories…they’re the same. In fact, no matter where you go in the world, there is only one important story: of youth, loss and yearning for redemption. So we tell the same story, over and over. Only the details are different.
To the one who cared about me the most when i’m all down and out of control, thank you for being there for me. I realised that i have so many things i have yet to say to you. Now that you’re gone, i can only bite my lips and wait till i meet you again.
May Allah bless your soul Edil Asyraff Bin Supaat. I miss you. All those times we shared, the wise words, the never ending encouragement and your laughter most importantly, i will nv forget. You’ve been a great friend to me, even when i know i’m not deserving. Till we meet again. In the meantime, watch me from above will you?:’)
Love, Jannah
Al-Fateha.
